Wednesday, 5 November 2003

Emptiness

Wednesday, 5 November 2003 15:09
Life is extremely boring. That is how I feel right now. I feel empty. I don't know what to do. Anyone have a suggestion? What does one do when life feels empty?

Especially I hate life in the morning, when I have to wake up and get out of bed. I am so damned tired that I can hardly move some mornings and I feel sick, really. If I would stop for a moment and actually think about how I felt, I doubt I would go to work in the morning... Luckily the biking and fresh air usually makes me wake up at least a little bit.

This morning when I got to work there was a lot of confusion of who was to work where and how many we were actually going to be... but it worked out in the end and I could work in the stock as planned. That is nice. The first thing I had to do was to pack this really big order though... and then Mattias had nothing to do so he helped me with it, which was kind of confusing... you don't really know what has been picked down and what not when you do it together with somebody... but luckily we didn't have any problems when we summed it together *sigh of relief* Otherwise we've gone crazy over the fact that the orders are crowded with stupid campaign articles which just take a lot of space and aren't really worth anything - they make the otherwise small orders too big to fit into the little blue boxes and you have to put them on those wagons that we use for big orders, which means you run out of those pretty quick... Ah well, c'est la vie, as they say in france *smile*

Yesterday evening I felt really tired but I did not want to take a nap as that always spoils my night sleep... so I sat on my sister's bed trying to learn some French... and what did I do? Fall alseep of course... then I didn't get anything done... I watched Tv... "The Pelican Brief" and maybe something else. Denzel actually is quite good looking in that movie *smile*

Tonight I hope to have inpspiration to write my letter to [livejournal.com profile] moon_eclipse... and I hope that my little cross stitch project will arrive in the mail soon... but I guess that hoping for it to arrive today is a bit too optimistic...

We had another class of Qi gong today... but I still don't feel any qi in my body. Haha. I just wonder how one is supposed to bend one's knees (relax them, as she say) and relax the rest of the legs at the same time? For me, that is impossible! And next time I must remember to bring a pair of extra socks cause the floor is so damned cold!

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